It just is.
Most people will notice i haven't been around. And there is a very good reason for this. I find no shame in admiting this. In fact i believe that it needs to be screamed out loud and talked about as much as possible. Too many people hide behind these masks in order to survive or be accepted. Mental Illness has many faces. And here is one of them:
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I have post traumatic stress disorder and severe depression, yet i am made to feel like it is wrong for me to feel like this. It is serverely crippling and completely hinders and stops you from doing everyday normal things. Things such as getting out of bed in the morning can seem like you're on death row. I tell you this not for sympathy.... i don't need it. I tell you this because I believe that it's my job as a human being to bring these illness' into the light.
It's REAL. Its here and anyone can have it. Support and love them unconditionally. Don't tell them that they're fine or to deal with it. Don't tell them to get over it. It only makes it worse. It's just not that simple.
Just because you can't understand the depression, doesn't mean that you can't understand that that person is hurting and in pain.
If one person reads this and understands what i am trying to do.... then i have done all that i wanted to achieve. All it starts with is one person.
Don't wrap yourself in cotton wool.... you're only hurting yourself.
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-- of all the things i lost, i miss my mind the most --
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My father don't believe in psychology. (Interesting, given that he'd probably score pretty high at psychopath stuff, and probably would rate a little higher than normal on the autism spectre.) Anyway, I don't tell him much about my trips to the psychologist (is that the word in english?). I don't tell him about my little sister's trips to mental hospitals at all. So I'm with you, it doesn't help at all when all people say is things like "it'll pass" and "get a job".
My mother, on the other hand, believe in psychology, she just doesn't understand it very well. (She just don't like having knowledge.) A bit easier to deal with.
Stay safe, don't do too much drugs, and I'll hope you get well sometime. (If you wanna talk, just drop me a note.)
Oh, and sorry for not checking out your gallery for ages... I've been a bit overworked for quite some time.
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"I am the bullet on the run, I force my way into your brain
Extracting all corrupted words with the massive strain of a gun"
Sybreed - Twelve Megatons Gravity
maybe you need vacation, you could visit my country
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if there's anything somebody can do, ask me...actually I know it'll be hardly the case, but still...if there's something....you know..
speechless..
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Life is what you make it.
my mother suffered of nervous breakdown and depression
it's tough to deal with such problems.
Keep on keepin' on!
nice to see you back at work!
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.........Ben....
the two of us need look no more.....
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